arghz... the comp is so lag lorz.. den wad i type juz now was all gone.. haiz.. sian sia.. i dunno wad i type le lorz.. so tis will be much shorter one sia.. stupid mi.. anyway.. i stamina deprove today wen running 3.2 km.. den was too tired so slack the whole day lorz..
den mi yu fung fel wen chien roy clement n jie hui went to party world today.. ehz.. consider a celebration after the block test? Heez.. den we spend most of our time singing english songs lorz.. hahaz.. no choice. Most os them noe eng songs.. so juz choose lorz.. its ok la.. the most impt thingy is to have fun ma.. lolz.. n we do have a lot of fun singin..well.. yf wass damm quiet there lorz.. onli playing bridge.. den wc force him to take te mic to sing.. kekez.. cannot escape le larz.. lolz.. den sang a lot of jay chow’s songs lorz.. feng liao.. its like never ending lorz.. lolz.. see we so nice.. le u all sing more male singer songs lorz.. I tink we sing veri little female songs lorz.. den wc veri bad lorz.. sae wana sing wif mi den in the end wana play bridge.. den throw the mic to yf instead la.. I was like u wanna him to sing cyndi’s dang ni? So weird la.. den he use his fake female’s voice to sing la.. in the end I cannot sing lorz.. too funni le…
Lolz. Den went to take prints togther.. so nice lorz.. but wen we took the same machine wif wc n lao gong tat time i made the same mistakes as b4 lorz.. argh.. cant belief I have to sae it agn lorz..
Sorry lehz wenchien.. I really din mean to raise my voice higher at u.. I was actually veri pissed with my self.. so its really my fault.. manz.. I am such an idiot.. cant belief tt I used to have to tink of every word to sae before saying it out.. n now.. I juz shoot things out without thinking of the consequences.. manz.. I am really an idiot.. sae things out n regret later.. :(
Den went to eat at yoshinoya after much discussion.. was unwell tat time.. den totally lose my appetite lorz.. after much thinking den decided to share a meal wif lao gong.. but in the end we onli eat the chicken n drink the soup lorz.. hehehz.. we kept feeding wc with all the vegetables lorz.. hahaz.. clenm ask if she become rabbit le ar.. lolz.. den throw almost the whole bowl of rice to clem n yf. Really veri pei fu them lorz.. still can eat sia.. den Thomas was lyk sayin u 2 shld eat more la.. eat so little.. aiyo.. keke.. guess he is jus worried for fel onli la..
Den in the onli left mi roy clem n yf to play bridge.. den oh my tian.. my bag the zip spoil lorz.. I was like so sad la.. how am I goin to get home wif a big hole at the side of my bag? Den clem sae the u gotta 4 options.. lolz.. I decide tat iwanna the last option.. which is to cry.. hahaz.. den clem was lyk u dun realy cry horz.. lolz.. den we decided to use the 5th option which is to find a carrier to put my bag lorz.. lolz. After solving tis crsis.. we went to mac to play bridge.. Scary sia.. gotta once.. yf start immediately wif 4 spades la.. I was like wad r u doin? Lucky we made it la.. so scary lorz. I am void in it nia…den played all the way till 11 plus lorz.. siao la.. wanna die sia..but veri heng lorz.. celm n roy get the last train to marina bay.. n we gotta the veri veri last train tt is goin to boon lay.. I was like phew.. we made it! N I reach home at abt 12 30 lorz.. kekez.. nearly get killed by mom sia.. =p As the time passes.. I tot I wil be clearer of wad I wan.. strangely.. I was juz being drag to a more confusing situation.. i dunno wad am I doin wif my life la.. a part of mi is telling mi to give it up bb4 its too late.. but another part of mi is juz allowin mi to sink even deeper.. I really dunno wad I wan.. dunno wad shld I do.. i am juz fallin into an bottomless pit.. geettin deeper yet never endin..tried to find out the ans today.. but the ans simply made mi more unsure of myself.. I myself dun even noe wad is the ans I wana hear.. I am sooooooo lost.. help anyone?? Ru guo zhe shi yi chang you xi.. na wo yi jing shu le.. yin wei.. wo yi jing shi qu le ji xu wan de yong qi.. wo zhi xiang tao bi..
My heart is now like an incomplete jigsaw puzzle.. messy n unsure of wad does it look lyk in the end.. but wen will my puzzle ever be completed??