yo.. weeks passed like wind likdat.. the days juz drew nearer and i juz become less motivated... yeah! lets go die.. siao.. recently i am having lots lots of weird dreams everyday... its EVERYDAY sia.. tired lei.. i tink by combining all the dreams together i can go direct a horror movie le.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! wat's wrong with mi?? i already use the wadever pomelo leaves to wash my face le... in the end i still gotta tis weird dreams sia... ok okz... the beginining was quite a nice dream with 2 cute dogs... ome is a white chihuahua den another is a veri fat brown dog..

den the 2nd dream was a terror... it is really like a horror movie la.. ppl whom i i dunno in the real world.. become my frenz in the dream... and i cant really remember my dreams but all i remember is a lot of ppl dying around mi... siaoz~... if tis continues i will be suffering from depression soon le.. wad the hell was that.. all i noe is recently in all these dreams... i will be either in fear or crying.. although tears din really come out.. all i remembered is i feel veri veri sad in the dreams.. and tis affect my mood... TOTALLY... juz tell mi wad can i do?

sian.. really sian.. get the tutor as i expected.. it is not like he is no good.. but i feel that i really cannot understand his teaching method.. likdat den the extra lessons will be useless le.. sian AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i dun wanna the extra lessons to be useless lehz.. if i cannot improve den it makes mi feel useless staying in his lessons... weird... and he has the slackest tutorial with our class oso.. haiz~... i juz dun trust him...

Fin @ 12:17 PM

cant go to glenda's bdae bbq today cos its still not 100 days yet.. sian... wanna go de.. sob sob... haiz... no choice lorz... have fun guys!

in 2 weeks time den it will be the 7th week le.. an impt day for my whole family... haiz~... shld i say time passes fast or slow? i dunno.. wadever...

today is sunday le but i still gota a lot of things haven do... haven finish maths.. haven start doing econs and revise any chem.. wad is life manz... tis 4 mths is really not for living sia... i wonder when can get the ultimate motivation and how long can it last... 4mths maybe long maybe short sia... it may sounds short to revise 2 yrs work.. but it definitely sounds too long for a battery to work oso... lucky i amrechargeable... but you still muz give mi time to charge ma.. lolz.. i am toking a sorts of crap... siao liao...

sorry for tis not making sense entry.. i dunno wad to write...

Fin @ 10:52 AM

one week juz passed... WoW.... so fast sia... got back both papers for maths and gp today..

scary sia... the results for maths paper 1 is so dipressing.. 44 sia.. tot tis time die le.. lucky paper2 save mi... gotta 55 on the dot in the total.. lucky nia.. still gotta C in the end.. lolz.. but sad la.. still dropped all the way from a high B to a super low C... hahaz.. tats life... and the consequences of onli studying the last week.. lolz.. den keep helping masto find the 1 mark to pass... stupid sia... mi and ashita dig till we wanna vomit blood liao... keep looking and looking.. and i wana smack tat gal la.. soooooooooooooo MANY careless mistakes lorz.. andis sooooooo careless lorz.. if she check nicely ar... she can at least jump a grade lorz... and i repeat is AT LEAST ok! lolz.. so wasted la.. in the end she onli get all method marks lorz.. dun do tat on prelim 2 or mi and ashita will strangle you gal...

den is gp... siao... my eyelids keep twitching.. tot confirm gone case le.. esp when miss ng say those who do the qns on evironmental conservation all get veri low like below 20... manz... i tot die le.. in the end paper 1 get 27.. PHEW.. sweat sweat sia... den get round up to 50 in total of both papers... lolz... still gotta C5.. gotta a little improvement from block test... but sad lo... i dunno wad to do to improvemy AQ.. i really tried veri hard to write le lehz.. but in the end still cannot.. sad lo.. tis is depressing..

chem i already decided to suan le.. cos i noe tis time i really nv study hard.. but really hope tt i can do well for my econs... tis one is i really hope and hope pray hard hard de... give mi at least a E... at least gotta E i veri happi le.. likdat.. at least i will have more motivation to work harder for econs.. cos at least i can see the results of my hard work...

going to rest today and star everything by tml.. i am so enthu to do the hypo testing.. hope i noe how to do.. heez.. WORK HARD!! i am starting to get the motivation... =p

Fin @ 5:02 PM

starting school agn le!!! sian.. marathon starting agn... gotta run fast to catch up with studies agn... hmmm.... judging from wad i noe.. most prob i am going to do VERI VERI BADLY for prelim 1... i juz hope tat i can get at least a E for econs so tat i can go to the better banding grp.. likdat i can learn more.. furthermore i feel like i am improving now already lorz.. if i go to some lousy grp i confirm no motivation de... den maths shld be bad and chem will be WORSE... LOLZ.. tats how pathetic my results will be... STUDY STUDY!! i am starting to get so motivated in studying.. afterall.. i promised someone le.. and i will regret my whole life if i break tat promise... so gambatte ba everyone.. abt 119 days to A levels le.. lolz.. siao...

spent the past 4 days holidays fully... tis is really the holidays to enjoy sia.. so shuang to slack at home oso.. watch movies the whole day... damm shuang la.. tis is call relaxation sia... den bought new ear piece and comics oso.. so tis 4 days is fulfiling lorz.. enjoy enjoy enjoy...

but its time to organise another small outing le ba my complicated blur family? when was the last outing le aar??

Fin @ 3:38 PM