yo.. weeks passed like wind likdat.. the days juz drew nearer and i juz become less motivated... yeah! lets go die.. siao.. recently i am having lots lots of weird dreams everyday... its EVERYDAY sia.. tired lei.. i tink by combining all the dreams together i can go direct a horror movie le.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! wat's wrong with mi?? i already use the wadever pomelo leaves to wash my face le... in the end i still gotta tis weird dreams sia... ok okz... the beginining was quite a nice dream with 2 cute dogs... ome is a white chihuahua den another is a veri fat brown dog..
den the 2nd dream was a terror... it is really like a horror movie la.. ppl whom i i dunno in the real world.. become my frenz in the dream... and i cant really remember my dreams but all i remember is a lot of ppl dying around mi... siaoz~... if tis continues i will be suffering from depression soon le.. wad the hell was that.. all i noe is recently in all these dreams... i will be either in fear or crying.. although tears din really come out.. all i remembered is i feel veri veri sad in the dreams.. and tis affect my mood... TOTALLY... juz tell mi wad can i do?
sian.. really sian.. get the tutor as i expected.. it is not like he is no good.. but i feel that i really cannot understand his teaching method.. likdat den the extra lessons will be useless le.. sian AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i dun wanna the extra lessons to be useless lehz.. if i cannot improve den it makes mi feel useless staying in his lessons... weird... and he has the slackest tutorial with our class oso.. haiz~... i juz dun trust him...