My World
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Wow Wow WOw!!! MieLin is Back!! lolz.. juz use phoenix down to revive this blog.. heez... been replaying too much final fantasy le.. hahaz.. will update more things since today.. so peepx! can tag mi now.. tagboard veri empty i not used to it.. So PLS TAG MI MORE!!!!hahaz... A's is finally over... but i still haven totally be able to feel the freedom yet.. lolz.. duinno why.. study too much le.. brain abit not functioning correct... nevertheless... i can finally watch all my vcds, comicsand play all my games and slack and tat is WOooOOOOOOooo!!!but i tink my A's is quite badly done... dun think i can get wad i wan to get... but wadever.. who cares! share push them to next year... hmm... i shld be tinking wad to wear from prom instead! lolz... 17th Nov is the day i officially ended as a jc student... i finished my A levels paper... and.. i am finally abt to sae out wad i wanted to sae... 1 or 2 months ago...actually is nth much... but things juz have to be settle before life can move on... now i feel tat a load is off my shoulders... wad i can do now is leave all to fate...tis is the last chance... before i decide to give up...for the past few days.. i have been thinking quite a lot... perhaps all of these are juz my weak excuses... but no matter wad... i cannot denied... i am tired... perhaps i really need a break for me to have the time to breathe...all these perhaps juz make mi more tired than before... all i noe is all these things showed tat i am weak and too immature... and its my wildfulness that cos us to be hurt... i am sorry... sorry that i am such a lousy person... sorry for being too immature... sorry tat i have hurt you.. and all tis sorries suddenly juz seems so meaningless....A part of li shen jie's zui jing kept playing in my mind:wo neng gei de que bu shi ni xiang yao yong you dei sounds like the 'ni' insideperhaps we r juz not suited for each other...but i am willing to bet one more time... juz 1 more chance...but tis time.. time decision lies with u...i really wanted to sae sorry to my galfrenz.. sorry for not telling you and decided to do tis before discussing with you all... but all of you r so busy with A's as well... (and some ppl is veri veri busy dating oso.. u noe who rite? ;p)and i cannot do anything before A's anyway.. forgive me for deciding not to disturb or affect ur feelings before A's.. i promise i will give an explanation when the things gets into place... =pFin
Fin @ 11:28 PM
