went fof nus open house... found myself more confusing than ever... hell... wad is this man... really dunno wad to put as first choice... after discussing with my co-workers, sister and friends.. i found out tat most probably i cant do CNM.... choosing CNM = to work super ultra hard to polish up my super lousy english... and most imptly to able to do well in every exams in the uni.. so guess i might have to let it go...
so wad do i left?? majoring Chemistry? something i am very familiar with and belief i will be able to survive well in? or in computing with communication and media?? something i never touch much related to it almost my entire life except maybe my blog....
so much risk to take... so much thinking to do... STRESS is wad i feel now.. at least studying u noe wad u are study for.. but choosing tis is impt for my future job and my veri interest.... hell.. i really got no idea... felt so useless being so indecisive...
