today's meeting was bad... seriously... this time is my turn... i nearly wanna breakdown this time... esp when he sae wanna reject all of them... at tt moment, i nearly wanted to sae if u take all of them out, u can take mi out of tis whole thing too... but in the end... i was able to stay calm...
At least quite calm... kept my tears, my anger , my impulse and everything... no one noes... well.. at least most ba... tink yiwen saw thru mi...
Thanks gal... i am glad tt i have the v'day committee... glad tt we are a team... helping out each other... consoling each other when we wanted to breakdown... i am glad that i was there twice when both of u need to cool down.. hoping that my presense will help... hoping tt at least u all noe.. we still have each other for support...
But this time, let mi be a bit jiao hua... i shall keep my sadness here... keep my disappointment here... but dun worry for me! i always cant stay angry for long... so i will be fine... ;)
I juz said tt i am a guai kia few hours ago... and now... i am going to skip my morning lecture... wad an irony...
Status: Injured; still battling...
